AG,I am glad it resonated.
I am pretty new to lennies myself, but find myself getting a tiny little obsessed. But that is cause I love learning new things, and for some reason this deck speaks to me VOLUMES.
Interestingly I made a try before with lennies, and they didn`t speak to me at all, but I fell in love with the Gilded reverie deck. I guess it is my love for strong colouring.
"I don't know much about lennies, but yes its a spiritual event and im wondering about a certain person and what will happen between us."
I am glad that I had the right idea. I know that some view the snake in a negative light, but I just can`t bring myself to do so (in some way, she is a little bit similiar to the Devil in tarot, just the female more subtle variation of it; there are of course differences there, too; maybe she really would be a mix of Devil and highpriestess, I am not totally sure about it though).
Anyway, while she can represent the "other woman", and sometimes also lies or manipulation (I see it differently than the fox though; the fox seems to be outright scheming, sneaky and often deceptive; but the snake to me appears much more about that seductive appeal and temptation, that can also be rather fun I think).
And on top of that the snake of course is a symbol of transformation (changing her skin), kundalini and wisdom.
Anyway with the book there might be some hidden knowledge, either knowledge that you are going to share with someone (and probably will keep it hush-hush to everyone outside your little circle of two possibly - the ring) - in this case I would think that there might be a strong sexual attraction between the two of you, which might well lead to a strong bonding or even union, but you have to be quiet about it, keeping it a secret for now, either because one of you is already in a relationship with someone else or it is just so new, that you donīt want to share it with anyone else for now, - or it could also be that there is something that you try to hide from each other, maybe even the extent of your attraction.
"I enjoy seeing him in cases of attraction. as long as its accompanied with cards such as knight of cups."
I do so, too. And it made me also laugh cause so often after I have come home and asking the tarot what how he was affected about me being there I would get the Devil.
Even in the Yes-No-tarot online oracle (the only online one I trust, cause it has never failed me so far, though only the first card counts, and only if it is upright. lol) when asking about this event I would get he Devil.
I actually did a three cards draw myself on how i would experience/ be on that event, how he would experience it, and how our mutual experience would be.
Me: Princess (Page) of cups
Him: King of wands
mutual: 2 of cups
I found it hilarious that for both of us court cards came up, water and fire (and he is a fire-sign, so it makes sense).
Anyway I am aware though that probably I am a little biased, and currently put more stock in someone else drawing cards for me.
". I think the three of swords just shows your being held back in some way and it hurts you."
Yes, partly by the circumstances, partly by myself.
The thing is I had resigned to believing I was just delusional and had read far too much into the little things, esepcially with him being in a relationship (3 of swords for sure), and had resigned to be just myself as part of his audience and that was it.
And then after a lot of looking at me, folloowed by him forgetting to sing in one song (he really forgot to sing in the middle of the song, and just continued to look at me).
Of course since I had my mind up that nothing of the vague almost-connections and crossng of paths that had happened in the past, meant anything at all and was just a nice movie in my mind, I did not even really saw the connection to myself.
Until some minutes later he commented that I was driving him pretty crazy and so much to distraction, that he even messed up that song a few minutes before.
Well, actually not really him said that, but his friend read it aloud from his notepad.
I suppose it was something of a slip, but I donīt think it really was intended as a full blown joke, cause after that he couldn`t quite meet my gaze for much of the rest of the time, though I noticed he stole some glimpses at me now and then.
Also, if it was a joke, I msut say his girlfriend, who was present as well, did not look amused either. In fact after the show, when I was wondering if I should have a few words with him, just congratulating him on the show, not really talking about that incident, but just saying I enjoyed the show,
but anyway while I was hesitatingly pondering if I should do that, I caught a look of his girlfriend. And judging from that kind of stare, I probably should be dead by now.
Well I preferred to sneak out the door quickly and quietly. Besides I do not line up to talk to someone anyway.
I did comment on the show later on on his facebook page, and surprisingly he (and his friend) liked my comment, which was a surprise, cause he never likes anyone`s comments unless he knows them.
But anyway, it was of course just a little incident, and maybe meant as a semi-joke, but it made me a little, I don`t know, nervous, when he announced that little concert accompanied by a barbequeue, which is a totally new thing. They never did that before.
I like him as a singer, performer and his overal energy too much though to really let this opportunity pass. Not anymore. I staged the disappearance act everytime in the past, when some sort of crossing of paths between us happened. But I am just fed up with running and hiding away.
I believe there is some strange connection between us, and it doesn`t seem to be totally onesided, even though I am aware of the boundaries and respect them.